
STILL cramming for the exam on Tuesday. I'm so nervous! There's so much to study and I can't seem to remember it all... or stay focused, for that matter. Ya see, there was this WONDERFUL lady who I completely admired. She adopted me as her grandchild and she lives in Argentina. I remember a conversation I had with her. I told her, "I don't have anymore grandparents." She replied, "Now you do!" It was so cute! Her name was Dora. She and I instantly had one of those crazy human connections that don't come around all that often. Well, yesterday she passed away. I just happened to call Dora two days ago and spoke with Susana, her daughter. Soozi (I call her), mama Evy and I went to Iguazu Falls last year together. So, I grew really close to Soozi. She's also the mother of my best friends wife. Anyway, Soozi was crying when she started talking to me... telling me that Dora wasn't doing well at all. I asked if I could speak to Dora. Soozi told me that Dora can't speak, so I said, "Well, I just want for her to hear what I have to say." She gave the phone to Dora. I could hear in the background, "Mom, it's Denise in London." Dora gets on the phone and she says, "Denise, I'm not well. I love you." I said, "I just want for you to know how much I love you. You are always in my thoughts and very close to my heart." "I love you." She said. And she handed the phone back to Soozi. Sooz couldn't talk very well after that so I told her I would call her again the following day.
I decided I wanted to send her some flowers. Every time I order flowers on the internet, it never works out properly. And this time wasn't any better. I tried to call German at his office to see if they had received the flowers. The lady who answered the phone said that "German is not here. His wife's grandmother has passed away this morning." Part of me was happy that she was resting in peace now, but the other part of me was so upset that I couldn't be there with the family to mourn with them... so I mourned on my own. I had an all day pity party for myself. Didn't study but for maybe 10 minutes the entire day. Dan came over and brought me a beautiful bouquet of flowers and then I watched The Way We Were with Barbara Streisand.
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